terkadang seringkali

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kadang-kadang kamu membuat aku ingin tersenyum
kadang-kadang kamu membuat aku gak ingin tersenyum
kadang-kadang kamu membuat aku ingin cemberut
kadang-kadang kamu membuat aku gak ingin cemberut
kadang-kadang kamu membuat aku ingin marah
kadang-kadang kamu membuat aku gak ingin marah
kamu adalah si manusia kadang-kadang
kadang membuat aku ingin memuji kamu
kadang membuat aku ingin memuja kamu
kadang membuat aku gak ingin memuji kamu
kadang membuat aku justru ingin menghina kamu

kamu ini manusia terkadang
terkadang kehadiran kamu aku tunggu
terkadang juga aku hindari
terkadang membuat suasana menjadi nyaman
terkadang membuat perasaan menjadi resah
terkadang teringat yang baik-baik
terkadang teringat yang gak baik
kamu manusia kadang-kadang

aku manusia yang sering
karena,
seringkali aku bingung untuk menghadapi kamu
yang terkadang masuk dengan seenaknya
seringkali aku frustasi memikirkan kenapa bisa ada kamu dipikiranku
seringkali aku pusing dengan pikiran yang selalu berputar-putar tentangmu
seringkali aku gelisah memikirkan cara untuk menghubungimu
seringkali aku berusaha menerka-terka apa yang ada di hatimu
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hai kamu manusia terkadang.
bisakah kita bertukar tempat seharii saja
terkadang aku ingin kamu tau rasanya, 
ketika seringkali rasa penasaran menghampiri aku
terkadang aku ingin kamu ikut merasakan
bagaimana jika aku menjadi sering hadir dalam mimpimu

(11 Jan 2015)
saat seringkali teringat bahwa terkadang aku memikirkanmu


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