Could I love you any more
Dim light. Cold air. The earth stood still as if everything around us was asleep. The gleam of city light was the only thing ray on his face that stared at me. Soft gaze, tender smile in the corner of his mouth, newly cut hair, a wide forehead, green eyes, long lashes, full lips, and everything about him that made me feel so weak. We lay on our stomachs facing each other. He caressed my naked back and ran his finger through my skin down to the spine. It sent me a shiver, but he knew how much I loved it when he did it.
He knew I loved it too when his face came closer to give me a peck on my cheek. Feeling his newly grown beard and mustache brushed against my skin. It sent me another shiver. He knew it too well that I loved it when his soft and tender lips touched my lips a little longer. Feeling his breath against mine. Tasting chocolate cake and wine that we ate after dinner.
We knew each other too well without saying anything. We knew that we love to cuddle after we made love to each other. We knew that we loved to spend time together only for the two of us.
“You know that I love you, right?” More like a statement than a question. I nodded.
“You know that I just want to be with you forever, right?” He nodded.
“Gosh, I miss you so much.” He touched my cheek and pressed his palm, almost squeezing it.
“But..we are together now.” I chuckled.
“I know, isn’t it crazy? I’m being with you, but I miss you even more.” He said. I know what he meant because I feel it too. The more I spent my time with him, the more I felt it was never enough. Maybe, even forever was not enough.
He pulled my body closer. Wrapped his body around me. Held me so tight with his strong arms. I caressed his back. Feeling his skin textures. Smelling his body. The most comfortable scent I had ever known.
“I love you. So fucking much.” He whispered. I shivered. Again.
“I can’t get enough of you,” I said softly almost teary because of the truth I felt at this very moment.
“Could we stay closer than this?” He said again, though his body and mine were still intact together. Like a Siamese twins. Then, I looked up, staring at his eyes.
“Could I love you any more than this?”
He laughed. I laughed. Then we kissed.
Of all seven billion people in the world, meeting him was a miracle. Of all 195 countries in the world, we found each other in a very unexpected place and in a magical way. As if we were meant to be. As if we were destined for each other.
Inspired by a song
"Could I love you anymore"
Jason Mraz & Reené Dominique
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